I LUV .............
Topic: soz i aint wrote for ages
soz i aint wrote in here for ages but ive been busy.. anyway, I have a crush on three boys and i dont know what o do coz i dont think that they like me. anyway im to busy so ill type later9ive only told my m8 jen who i like)

IVE CUM BACK FROM HOLIDAY
Hi all
Iv just got back from holiday and i have missed all my m8s! Okay i forgot to write in my diary so i cant put in any entries from that but heres a quick bit about my holiday
Well i9 didnt get 2 do the singing contest :'( but i did get up and dance on stage twice! It was really kl but right now im tired so ill tell u more about it l8r kk bi

the following from a terrible day
Hey everyone
Today i have been packing for holiday tommorow!!!!! Im soooo exited!Well i had the day of skl and it was ok!i am soo exited!!!!! Anyway ive been on habbohotel and talked to ppl and stuff and its been kl! I am soo terrified that the terrorists will strike again but this time closer to where i live! I am scared about that but exited about tommorow! anyway when i get back from my holiday ill tell you all about it and write entries from my diary on this so you know how everything was! soz but i havent got the internet on my laptop so i cant really write up ebtries! Anyway come back nxt week (monday0 to sewe how my holiday ws! Luv ya all from Bigg-Dreamer

LONDON BOMBING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Topic: !!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!:O
As some people may know there has been bombing happening in london! Over 30 people have died but its not just those peoiple who have payed because of this barbaric action, the 700 who were injured and there family and friends! It is all over the news!!!!! All day me and my mates have been upset and some people even crying because we have all (minus 1 or 2) got relatives in london! It is very upsetting but i think that everyone is safe (there relatives and mine) but everyone is shook up about it! My mum and nan heard one of the bombs go off and i think that they were a bit frightened. I cant believa that some stupid ppl would go this far and bomb london! I mean what is the point its not going to change anything! Its not gonna make them happy coz sooner or later they WILL be found out and get put in prison probably for life!!!!! they are just sick for doing this! and probably a couple of people that planted the bombs have died so noone has been happy and noone has won! Everyone misses out ! Even if its not someones friend or family they probably know someone that knows them and then it will affect everyone because they will still be upset about this! i am sad for those who had to witness this and family of those who died or got injured and i am angry that some stupid people will go as far as to kill people! Anyway other than that ive had a kinda kl day. Anyway Come back tomorrow to find out everything like if anyone i know has died or if anyone else is injured that i know you know stuff like that! Oh and if you want to help going through this or want to know more then my e-mail addy is zoe2592@hotmail.com other than that come back tomorrow to get the 411 on things bi for now, This bigg-dreamer needs to go. as the french say au revoir(were outy or goodbye!)

:P
Topic: :O *yawn
hey everyone Bigg-dreamer here. Well today was no different to any other. If you've read my entry earlier then you know about my terrible day! Anyway it is soo boring being me! What have i got to live for!!! Anyway at skl today i had to kind of council my best mate. She was saying those things like-What have i got to live for?-Everyone of my mates is paired of or in threes and im all alone!-I hate myself-Im serious this time, i absolutley have no idea why im on this earth--- All this self pity stuff but all i said was well come on im your best mate and i may hang around with jess alot but ur still my best mate! and you have loads of friends oh and dont commit suicide (as a joke). Anyway i was thinking okay self pity overload i mean why cant she look at the good things about her life not the bad things. Well i didnt say anything like that because im the kind of girl that doesnt tell the truth! I cant tell my best mate that she sings like two cats having a fight or like someone giving birth lol! Im sorry if any of my mates read this and think its them but its not well its someone but im not saying!!!!! Well lets get off of talking about my mates self-pity overload and all that! Im soo bored at the moment!!! Okay my family is just the boring english type family that has a mother a father and brothers or sisters. In my case 3 brothers. so i guess my life is boring, dull and kind of dishonest LOL. Okay i have no self pity because i like my life its sooo kl! I have loads of mates who are as followed (in no order):
Jessica
Lisa
Abi
Hannah
Sevilay
Rebecca
Jen
Jayde(maybe
Jack
Joe
karl
Maali
Vicky
AND LOADS MORE!!!!
And i have a great family and well i do have a couple of enemies and people i dont like. Anyway Thats enough Gtg come back tomorrow to check out the life of a teenage bigg-dreamer!

Can life be any worst
Mood:  sad
hey ppl

So today we have just finished exams! They were so boring and easy!!!!! Well i got in the car to go home(my parents were 18 minutes late) and then they told me that i wasnt alowed to get my hair cut!!! I'd planned to have my hair cut like hilary duff's for the whole week(well since sunday) and then since monday ive been saving up all my money to put into getting my hair cut! Ive told all my mates AND the two girls i hate also know! Well if thats not enough ive already been told that my parents have been out shopping today and spent nearly #100!!!!! I just hate it when parents do that!!!!! Any way i wanted my hair cut for going on holiday nxt week and for performing infront of people but now i just guess that i'll have to have my boring horrible hair and i guess i'll just have to look bad!!!!!!!!!! I actually think that the judges will probvably look at the outfit not listen to the voice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am soooooooooooooooooooooooo Angry but sad aswell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why!!!!


Well thats enough of the bad part! Hereis kinda the good part! Ive finished my boring tests/exams for the whole year! ive finally got a picture of most of my friends! And my cousin has the internet so i can finally send her my pic of our band and send her really good things! Oh and she can go on our website!!!!! OOPS soz im going on about this band anyway if you want to know more the website is play-rules0.tripod.com/evergirlz4eva Or the other one doesnt have 4eva on the end! I am sooo bored. Got to go i'll be back soon to update this online journal from the bigg-dreamer!!!

First day in the journal
Mood:  not sure
Topic: TODAY *yawn
Hey.
Today ive only just made this online journal. So heres a bit about my day. Well ive had naggign parents wanting me to hurry up and go to skl, Boring teachers hating and nagging me like mr monterman (mr bregman) and horrid kl (if thats what you call the dumb airheads that stuff there bra's lol) Being nasty like usual! I thought that it would be easy near enough at the end of the year (in year 8) but its not its soo much harder! Tests happening and teachers getting sick of people loosing books and stuff and I think that most teachers are getting tired of saying over and over again "!It may be the end of the year but thats not any excuse to behave badly!" Im going on holiday on saturday and i am sooo exited and sooo scared at the same time. Like im happy about going on holiday but im scared because ive got to pack and practise a song (im singing in a contest) and then theres the whole thing about meeting people because im sooo shy! Then theres that thing about going to the clubs and making new friends and well im just really scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but its all kl. Well its getting late so i should hit the sheets if i can even walk to get into bed! my legs are dead!!!!LOL so talk catch up with me tomorropw to see what this BIGG Dreamer has planned for the week. Bye xxxxx

A brief about me
Hey im bigg-dreamer.
well im 13 (at the moment) and its kinda hard being me coz people like my family and a couple of friends say i am a great singer but i hate this and am soooo shy to show my real self. I have three brothers(ahhhhh help)but i guess at the end of the day im not alone in the world. Anyway there's not much 2 know about me so heres a quick list of my fav's:

Colour:Pink
Movie: to many to remember
Artist/bands: Play, hilary duff and so much more
Actresses: Hilary duff and mary-kate and ashley
T.v programme: Lizzie Mcguire
Food:Chinease or Thai food and chocolate

Well thats about it. I hope you enjoy my online journal(yeh like)